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Feeble and scared, the world so dangerous.
Body so delicate like thin sheets of glass.
I shrink, I'm small.
A slight look from another male walking down the street shrinks me down further.
Who am I? An inferior being.
Please don't hurt me. Don't attack. I'm Scared.
My palms sweat, fidget and slide. I'm sensitive, don't hurt me.
At last I'm alone, but what am I worth?
Worried, what if something bad happens tomorrow?
Anxiety of the present.
Anxiety of the future.
It
by ~Byakugan-no-jutsu
Black Ash SoulBlack Ash SoulBlack Ash Soul
I lie curled up in bed, wriggling like an insect caught in a web. Head flopping back and forth like a fish out of water, and I think.
I think but no thoughts come out, only painful emotion. Sick to the core. Dead blackened soul like burnt ashes. Violent waves of torment wash over, Hate, Anger, Jealousy, Envy. The desire to Hurt, to Kill, to Rape, to Tear Apart. It envelopes me and penetrates my core like demonic possession.
I sway my head left and right, make it stop. I want to die, make it stop, I hate myself. The Iron hand squeezes and crushes my internal organs, twisting them this way
by ~Byakugan-no-jutsu
Drown me in OblivionA head full of conflicts, living in a world that doesn't understand.Drown me in Oblivion
Twisting dynamics of Pleasure and Pain, the sharpness of black and white, right and wrong.
It calls out to me. Nothing was ever better. Waiting, Oh just waiting for that moment.
Calling, calling out to me. Take me to that moment of perfection, the place I want to be.
A life of comfort, appeals to the sorry soul of an empty life.
Dull, Boring, Cold, Meaningless.
You Grasp my mind and body with god-like hands. Will you ever let go? Or have I always been waiting.
...Secretly knowing that
by ~Byakugan-no-jutsu
Just BeThe world is moving too fast. Capitalist consumerism dominates. We work more, spend more, buy more and do more. Too many choices. Too much stress. Too much money.Just Be
The endless raging thunderstorm of ongoing demand.
Where does it end? Breakdown. Confusion. Lost in transition.
Sometimes the most beautiful thing is nothing at all. A silent mind, bringing with it an admiration for the simplest things all around that we usually don’t care to notice.
Wrap me in warmth, surround me and show me that it’s beautiful. Its okay to just ‘be’ and you don’t need to do this, that or
by ~Byakugan-no-jutsu
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"God kills indiscriminately, and so shall we, for no creatures under God are as like him as we are."
Does your heart ache the way mine does?
Does the sick feeling rise up in your throat?
Do your wrists bleed as thickly as mine?
Why did you lie?
Say you loved me?
When all you wanted
Was to play me like a puppet.
Like a fool.
You only loved me when it suited you
And that's what hurts.
I loved you, you were my world.
Ansd you hurt me.
Pushed me away
Left me to bleed.
Left me to cry and scream.
I loved you.
I loved you.
But you killed me.
You killed me.
Live with it.
Live with the fact
That you took me
Destroyed me
Ripped me apart.
Brought about
My death.
I love you. I wil never stop loving you.
Even in death.
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"On that day, you taught me that solitude is painful! I understand that so well right now. I have family, and I have friends but if you're gone... To me... It will be the same as being alone."
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I don't get to talk to you on MSN unless Katy's there! T3T YOU SHOULD ADD ME. XD
Maybe...>>
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If it weren't for law enforcement and physics, I'd be UNSTOPPABLE.
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LHA/-Thorn.
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There is more to being a decent critic than saying you like or hate something. Challenge yourself to say which things you like about something you are judging/doing a critique on, or what about it you don't.
hello there
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GOSH GOLLY GEE WHIZ!!
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although, you can work on your pictures and the body structures a bit more, i think you still did a great awesome job! and your poems are...so emotional and experienced-through. im flattered XD
keep up the great work!
poems written from the heart ^^ just my little ways of releasing emotion i guess... you're flattered? xD don't worry they're not written about you! (jk jk) no i get what you mean. thanks for the compliment
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